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Embracing Life's challenges

8/30/2021

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In September 2019, I started a new life. 

I walked away from a 14-year career that I had loved in so many ways but that had turned into a toxic work environment that was damaging and destructive on so many levels. 

​On one hand, part of me felt “pushed out” because I could no longer tolerate the situation I was in. 

But luckily, I was also feeling a deep pull to something I couldn’t quite yet envision but knew, deep down, was waiting for me to discover and explore it.  Something I had been feeling pulled to for a long time.
So, I took a literal leap of faith.  I left the comfort of “stability” – or at least knowing what to expect – and leapt.  My final day of work was exactly four months after I had this very simple, and yet very powerful, realization: “I don’t have to do this anymore.”
​I remember how a calm settled over me with that realization.  That peace and calm was soon replaced by what felt like a huge energy shift.   It felt like a literal weight had fallen off me and my entire body was vibrating. 
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​In that moment, I saw clearly that I had been stuck in a story of my own making.  I had felt stuck and powerless, telling myself that I needed to earn the exact salary I was making, that what was happening was “unfair” and “wrong”, that I shouldn’t have to be the one to leave, that I had no other options, and on and on.  
​That simple realization – "I don’t have to do this anymore" – shifted something deep inside of me. 

​I looked back at other difficult and painful experiences in my life and realized that each one of them came with their own opportunities to grow and heal. 

​In that moment I saw that there would be a time when I would look back on that terribly difficult three-year period and be grateful for it.
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​I saw that it wasn’t all the factors I thought had been keeping me there – that I truly did love my work, feeling like I was making a difference, the salary or the benefits or the vacation time.  It was fear. 

​The fear of leaving the situation, to that point, had outweighed the fear of staying.  
​Looking back, I saw how much I had to stuff down in order to stay as long as I did. 

And just as I suspected, I quickly became so grateful that things got as bad as they did. 

​They had to.  Otherwise, I would have listened to the stories my mind was telling me and continued to settle.  I would have stayed and missed out on the incredible insights and healing I’ve experienced since then.
Difficult challenges precipitate change.  And the more difficult the situation or challenge is that you find yourself in, the deeper the level of growth and healing that becomes possible. ​
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My faith has grown so substantially since taking that terrifying leap.  I feel guided by Life and trust that I don’t have to have it all figured out.  All the fears my mind told me – “you’ll lose everything!”, “you’ll regret it!”, and on and on turned out not to be true.   I continue to be financially independent even though I haven’t had a regular pay cheque in 2.5 years and I have not regretted my decision for even a second.  
I allow myself to be pulled to opportunities that feel meant for me and release those that do not.  I feel like I am in the flow of Life, and I am so grateful that I did not allow fear to hold me back.
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​I am sharing this in the hope that it will be helpful to those of you who find yourself in a situation that is making you desperately unhappy, but fear is holding you back from making a change or daring to do things differently.   
​Just know that your mind will fight to keep you where you are.  It wants you safe and safe, to the mind, equals familiar.  It will tell you stories, just like mine did, just like all minds do.  It will send scary images and sensations.  It will convince you that the future is a scary place and that the risk is just not worth it.
​I am here to say, based on my experiences of Life, that it is.  It is worth the uncertainty, worth feeling those scary fears and feelings, and making the change anyway. 

​Where there is fear on one side, just know that there is freedom on the other side.
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Why are we afraid to Hope?

7/8/2021

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​“Don’t get too excited – it may not happen”.  “Don’t get your hopes up.”  “Hope for the best but prepare for the worst.”  Are these messages you have heard from others or said yourself?  They are pretty common, aren’t they?

​Do you ever wonder why we are cautioned against feeling things like hope, happiness, excitement, and enthusiasm?


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​Years ago, I remember a family member saying some version of "don't get your hopes up" when I was excited about a potential job opportunity.  And I can bet that I had also said similar messages, both to myself and others at some point in my life. 

​But when I heard that message that particular time, something really clicked in me.  I remember thinking, “what’s the worst that can happen?  I can get excited, get my hopes up, and I don’t get the job.  But at least I would have gotten to experience positive emotions in the meantime.”  
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The intent behind these types of messages is to protect us from disappointment, to keep our expectations for life low so that we don’t have to experience discomfort.  
It is our conditioned subconscious mind trying to protect us and keep us safe.  But it’s not exactly aligned with living a life of hope, optimism, and excitement, is it? ​
​​Since having that realization years ago, I made a commitment to allow myself to get excited and be hopeful, even if there is a chance that whatever it is that I am excited about may not happen.
​What if we all practiced dreaming as big as we have it within us to dream? 
​What if we allowed ourselves to have an expectation of perfect health, perfect joy, perfect peace, etc.? 


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By "perfect", I don’t mean that in a “positive/all good” kind of way.  Instead, when I think of perfect, to me it means that whatever I am experiencing is in perfect alignment with what I am meant to experience in a particular snapshot in time. 

​Even if it is not something I have consciously chosen.  Even if it is difficult.  It is a deep realization that we often cannot see the big picture to really know what is "good" or "bad" in any given situation.
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​So, perfect may not always equal “good” – not in the way your conditioned mind may define it.
We often think that events should unfold exactly as we would like them to in order for them to be good.  ​
​But what if we shift to having faith that whatever is happening is happening for a reason, that it is ultimately in alignment with our highest good and deepest potential?
​Perfect peace does not mean that you won’t have experiences that will cause you to feel upset, unsettled, or even devastated at times. 

​It means that the emotion does not take you over – that you have insight and understanding around the deeper elements that are at play. 
It means that we stop interpreting so much of what happens in our lives as being “bad”, “wrong”, “unfair”, “tragic”, etc. ​
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​In this way, you can experience life with a deeper level of clarify, purpose, and enjoyment.  You can get excited about the potential of things unfolding without worrying that you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.  ​
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​The words we use are so powerful in determining our experience of life! 

The next time you catch yourself cautioning yourself or others not to get excited or hopeful in order to avoid disappointment, see if you can remind yourself that no harm can come from positive emotions like hope, joy, happiness, and excitement. 

Embrace them fully every opportunity you get!
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Loss + Grief Through the Lens of Mindset

4/14/2021

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​So much of what we experience in life is determined by how we think about it and that includes loss.  I’m going to share with you a recent loss I experienced.   

​It has been helping me to gain deeper insight and awareness into the role our mind plays and ways it can cause us to struggle and suffer unnecessarily when we are grieving.  I’m sharing my perspective with the hope that, in sharing, you may find it helpful in opening up to a different way of processing grief and loss.
​I adopted my dog, Jaz, 12 years ago when she was almost two.  She quickly became my constant companion and my #1 priority.  I smile thinking about the bond we shared.  
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I learned so much from her during our time together, so I shouldn’t have been surprised that I would continue learning from her even after she passed.   And what I witnessed, more clearly than ever, is that our mind, as well-meaning as it is, often can’t be trusted.  And, in fact, contributes to our suffering.
​In the days leading up to what I feared was the end, I was completely lost in my sadness and feeling every possible emotion.  When I went to bed on the day that she passed, as the tears fell, I felt a shift happen.  I realized that I could get lost in the pain of losing her in physical form, or I could focus on the love and joy that we shared.  I realized that nothing “bad” had happened.  She had a beautiful life and a beautiful passing.  I realized that by focusing on the love instead of the loss, it would allow me to connect with her in even deeper ways.
​In that moment, I committed to grieving in a way that honored the love and good times we had.  I thought of others who are still hurting years after losing someone.  And I knew that I wanted to feel happiness when I thought of her because that is what she brought into my life.  I decided that I would not resist any part of the experience and dropped the expectations around how I “should” feel and act.  
​Over the next few days, I started watching my thinking.  My mind tried to tell me that the pain would be too much to bear – that I should avoid it.  Because of the work I do as a Coach, I knew that if I listened to that thought and avoided what I was feeling it would reinforce in the brain that it is a helpful reaction. 

​That part of your mind is like a machine – it doesn’t reason or see the bigger picture in what is in your best interests.  It knows what it has been conditioned to know, what it has had programmed into it.  But it doesn’t know what it takes to heal.  It just knows what band-aid to stick on to stop the bleeding.
​I was shocked by the messages that came from my mind in the weeks following her passing.  At one point I noticed how clean my house was and how much space there was when I removed her beds, etc.  I then watched as my mind jumped in to shame me with thoughts like, “you don’t care, you don’t miss her, you’re glad she’s gone!”  I watched as my mind told me all kinds of stories – going in different directions, contradicting itself, encouraging “clinging + grasping”, and trying to dictate how I felt.
​When I felt sad, lost, and lonely, I let myself feel it, embracing it fully.  And when I felt at peace, strong, and optimistic, I let myself feel that too.  Even though my mind once again tried to shame me for it.  When I had the thought that I was excited to create a new normal, my mind yelled, “Excited?! You didn’t love her! What’s wrong with you?”
It made me see why people struggle and suffer so much when it comes to loss or having to let someone or something go.  Your mind is trying to make sense of the dramatic change, so it comes up with all kinds of stories.
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Letting go is so difficult for the mind.  It is attached to what is familiar, to the safety and security of what it knows – what is familiar and the routine that goes along with it.  It doesn’t know that the situation is beyond your control and that you can’t change it.  So, it seems to try to make sense of it all by making up stories, throwing out all kinds of unhelpful suggestions, encouraging you to dwell on it, and making predictions about how you’ll feel in the future (“I’ll never get over this.  My heart is broken.”)
With practice, you can more easily accept whatever situation you find yourself in, including those of loss.  The concept of radical acceptance has been so helpful to me over the years.  At times when things are feeling so far out of our control, our natural human tendency is to resist. 

​Our mind will tell us a million stories about why it’s not fair, that it’s terrible, that it shouldn’t be happening, that you can’t handle it, that you’ll never be okay again, and on and on.  If we get caught up in that swirling thought-spiral, we are going to suffer twice.  We will suffer in the situation that is happening, moment-to-moment, and we will suffer again as our mind replays what is going on, focusing on it, and trying to understand or figure it out.  
​One of the biggest insights I've reached is that it doesn’t have to be sad, beyond the moments of time when sadness is truly the emotion that is coming up.  When we listen to the stories our mind tells us that it is “tragic”, “not fair”, “wrong”, etc. we block our healing.  When we resist what is, we’re setting ourselves up to suffer.  What I saw was that it’s not actually the situation that causes us to feel as though our heart is broken, but our reaction to it. We close our hearts to avoid the emotional pain we are feeling – and that is what hurts.
We could be in the exact same situation and if we keep our heart open, focusing on the love we share, allowing the emotions to be there, that pain passes.​  It’s only when we resist and close up that the pain remains in place.  And then our life becomes all about avoiding that pain. 

​So, we keep our heart closed as a way to protect ourselves and not feel discomfort.  But that means that our heart is closed to ALL emotions.  We can’t selectively choose what we let in and what we keep out.  When we’re blocking out emotional pain, we’re also blocking out love, joy, excitement, enthusiasm, hope, and passion.
​We are so adaptable – when we allow ourselves to be.  When our mind doesn’t interfere, telling us all kinds of stories, and encouraging us to avoid any unpleasant, uncomfortable feelings by distracting, numbing, denying, or suppressing.  Because the part of your brain that is sending the signals is like a computer – it’s not the rational, logical, conscious part of your mind that knows what’s good for you.  It’s primary objective is your safety and it may think you can’t handle those painful emotions.  But you can.  You’re meant to.  It’s when we resist that the painful emotions stick around and keep bothering and upsetting us.
​When we resist the urge to avoid and instead, practice allowing whatever it is that we’re experiencing to be there, we make room for healing.  We cry, we grieve, we miss and we long for – and it’s all okay.  It is when we get caught up in a story of “unfair, wrong, unacceptable or unbearable” that it interferes with the grieving process.  
​This is practicing a deep level of awareness and acceptance.  We cannot change what is; we cannot wish for something different, or cling to what was. Your mind will tell you that you can’t do it. Maybe it will even shame you, like mine did – telling you that any time you feel a positive emotion you are doing something wrong, bad, or heartless; that any joy or laughter was somehow a betrayal; that you must not have loved as deeply as you thought if you’re willing to move on “so easily”.
​Stay open to the love you shared, stay open to feeling your full range of emotions and allowing them to pass.  Cherish the memories, be grateful for the time you shared, and take the love forward with you. Make self-compassion and self-nurturing your default setting. And don’t fall into the mind trap of thinking something is “wrong” or “missing”.  Keep your heart open.  Relax + Release – again and again.
​I’ll leave you with lyrics from a song that I heard on the day that I let Jaz go.  “Just let me hurt a little longer.  I'm in a war with no armor.  Need to cry an ocean before I’m stronger. Used to think that being brave just meant moving on.  Now I sink into the pain until it’s all gone.”
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Choosing to stop the struggle

1/18/2021

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​How often do we resist our reality – what we’re experiencing on a day-to-day basis?  The simple answer – pretty much non-stop.

Whether it’s a challenging life situation or something as trivial as the car ahead of us going slower than the speed limit, or plans with a friend being postponed, we tend to resist things that do not perfectly align with how we expect them to be. 

​And in this way, we set ourselves up to struggle and suffer.
​One of the biggest contributing factors to people’s unhappiness is the fact that we believe we should always be “happy”.  I think we have all fallen into that trap in our lives.  And when we’re coming from that mindset, believing that every emotion other than happiness is unacceptable, we are going to suffer.  ​
This is because we have attached a concept to “happy” that is dependent on things going a particular way.  And we all know that, in life,  things don’t always go as planned.  ​
​​If we're not feeling happy, we think that something is wrong – either with what we’re experiencing or with us, directly.
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We get the message, over and over again – “be happy!”  We even ask ourselves the same question: “What’s wrong with me? I should be happy!” We feel like we can’t be happy until things in our external environment line up with how we believe they should be.

​The story is different for everyone, but may sound something like:
  • “I’ll be happy when I’m in the right relationship.”
  • “I’d be happy if I could afford to take more vacations.”
  • “I will be happy when I retire and can really enjoy my life.”
  • Or even, "I'll be happy if it's sunny tomorrow!"
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Sometimes we just don’t feel happy.  That’s 100% normal and natural and is ultimately not the problem.  

The problem is that we resist experiencing anything else.
 

We aren’t meant to feel happy all the time.  But when difficult emotions come up, they tend to trigger thoughts around, “why aren’t I happy?”

​  This then becomes an invitation to your mind to start listing off possible reasons – “maybe it’s because you need to lose weight; maybe it’s because you know you’re always going to be alone.” ​
Your brain is not trying to torture you; it’s truly trying to be helpful. 

It is trying to save you from experiencing pain or harm and buys into the belief that we shouldn’t have to experience difficult emotions.

We’re all trying to escape from our mind – we just don’t see it that way. 

We think we’re unhappy because of “a, b, c” – whether that is “I don’t make enough money”, “My relationship is terrible”, "I wish I lived somewhere else", and so on. 

​We see external situations and conditions and put the “blame” there. 
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​When, in actuality, it is the stories your mind is telling you about those conditions and situations that is causing you to struggle and suffer.
​The things we search out in the outer world to “make us happy” are fleeting.  They tap into that part of our brain that is focused on survival, that is sending messages that what we have is never enough, demanding “more, more, more!”
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​When our external circumstances don’t line up with our internal expectations, we experience an uncomfortable inner disturbance. 

And when we feel uncomfortable, our natural, normal human tendency is to want to DO something to get rid of it.  

​We might distract ourselves, or isolate from others, or try to think ourselves out of it by worrying or making a plan.
​As for the methods you’ve used to avoid experiencing difficult things, try not to judge yourself.  

Whether you have used alcohol or exercise, it is simply a pattern that developed because at some point you, innocently, stumbled upon the realization that whatever it was could change how you felt when you were uncomfortable. 

It is no reflection on who you are at your core.
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​Your brain, which is responsible both for your survival as well as maintaining habit and routine, latched onto your coping strategy as being helpful. 

So, it fights to maintain it - even if, on a rational level, you have identified it as being unhelpful or destructive. 

​We attach so deeply with the belief that this is “me” and it means that there is something “wrong” with you.  

​When, in reality, you have simply fallen into the trap of resisting reality, resisting having the experience you are having.  By trying to escape uncomfortable emotions, we spiral deeper into a false reality.
Our normal and natural tendency is to resist the experience of difficult emotions.  We often react automatically and act in ways to numb, avoid, or distract.  

But, by learning to embrace our full range of human emotions, we remove so much of the suffering in our lives. 

​When we don’t waste our energy wishing away what is, resisting the experience, ignoring or denying, or otherwise avoiding our emotions, they lose their power.  By staying with the emotion, we can listen to the message it is bringing to us. ​
We’re meant to be joyful – excited by life!  When we listen to our mind telling us that things are NOT the way we want them to be, it shuts down the possibility for joy and pretty much guarantees that we will suffer. ​
We can feel sad or any other challenging emotion, but dwelling on it, using our energy to try to “figure it out” or wish it away, only keeps us stuck in what we’re feeling. 

Ironically, it’s when we accept what is happening in the moment, instead of resisting it, that we make space for it, and it passes all on its own.
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Emotions are simply an invitation to look deeper – to the thoughts and limiting beliefs that trigger them.  

Each time we react in a habitual way or catch ourselves getting completely swept up in and overwhelmed by our emotions, it is a clear indication that we are caught up in the stories of our mind and believing them to be true. ​
​By practicing the ability to sit with our emotions, we are able to see them more clearly.  Allowing yourself to experience uncomfortable emotions shows you that they can’t actually hurt you.   
You will be able to see more deeply, more clearly, that your emotions are being triggered by your mind, which is simply doing what a mind does. ​
​It is attaching meaning where there is none, making assumptions based on past experiences.  It is well-meaning in trying to keep you safe, but it is ultimately destructive and limiting.
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Consider all the challenges we encounter in our lives!  What percentage of time are we reacting to our emotions in this way – 80%, 90%, more?  

That means that for the vast majority of our lives we are only reacting to life, rather than intentionally, mindfully living it. 

​We go through life constantly trying to get things “our way”.  We feel like life has to be a certain way on the outside for us to be okay on the inside.  
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When we no longer need life, and the people we share it with, to line up perfectly with our inner wants and needs, we are liberated. ​
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Are anticipation and anxiety the same thing?

12/10/2020

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​Last week, I had a video coaching session scheduled with a client that was supposed to start at 6:30pm.  I was feeling a sense of anticipation, waiting for her connect, for several reasons:
  1. It was to be our final session after completing a ten session package
  2. We had had trouble connecting via video the week before because she was experiencing internet issues, so I was unsure if that was something we would be facing again
  3. I prepare for sessions, physically, mentally, and emotionally, so my brain was primed to expect something to happen.
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So, there was a tingling feeling of anticipation as 6:30pm approached and then passed.  As I waited, the feeling of anticipation grew as each moment ticked by, with me glued to my laptop watching for her to check-in.  I checked my phone to see if there was a text or email and ran another pre-call test on the video platform I use to make sure it was working properly.  After 20 minutes of this feeling of anticipation ramping up, I sent a message to my client to see if something had come up.  It had and she had forgotten about her session.

As I read her response, I could feel the energy in my body change and that sense of anticipation completely and immediately dissipated.  This experience got me thinking about how we perceive emotions.  I realized that what I was experiencing as “anticipation” felt a whole lot like anxiety.  When I was going through an extremely challenging situation a few years ago, I experienced a three-month period of heightened anxiety that, at times, bordered on panic.  At the time I labeled it as bad and hard and upsetting.

This time I reached the realization that my mind was just calling the same sensations by a different name – anticipation instead of anxiety.  It was the exact same energy in my body, the same sensations, but this time my mind had labeled it differently, so it completely changed my overall experience of it. 

It got me thinking about how we, collectively as humans, quite love experiencing a wide range of emotions and sensations.  We like surprises – some of us, anyway.  We watch scary movies, listen to sad music; we get frustrated and exhilarated by sports.  We even seek out things that disgust us, at times.  It’s only when our mind tells us a story to explain the sensations we are experiencing that it is labeled as “good” or “bad”. 

Why is it that we like the feeling of our heart pounding when we're "happy or excited” but worry about it and dislike it when we link it to "anxiety"?  It's because we are listening to the story in our mind, that is trying to be helpful and explain to us why we’re feeling as we do.  And not just listening, but BELIEVING the thoughts, the story, to be true.
 
Our mind is designed to connect dots and tell stories.  And many times, the stories it comes up with are not completely accurate, or even true.  But they are very convincing.  Our mind is doing the best it can and, ultimately, is looking out for our best interests.  But while it is working so hard to keep us safe, it is also keeping us small and stuck.  It tells us that anxiety is “bad” and anticipation is “good”, when in truth they are both simply energy moving through us.  And that energy will pass – it has to – it’s designed to.  Unless we keep it alive with our attention and through our thoughts. 

So the next time your mind jumps in to explain and label what you’re feeling, maybe try taking a step back and seeing it for what it truly is – simply energy moving through your body.  When we can gain this insight, it completely changes our experience of emotions.  When we can see that the thoughts that cycle on repeat in our mind are often not true, it also completely changes our experience.


*please note that everyone’s experience with emotions, including anxiety, can be very different.  The views expressed in this post are based solely on my experience and perspective.
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Radical acceptance in the face of uncertainty

11/4/2020

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​As I was considering the U.S. election last night, this was the thought that keep coming to me, "It is what it is, while it is". I realized that, regardless of the outcome, the next few months are most likely going to bring chaos and it felt a little scary to think about. The darkness in the world that has been more clearly coming to light is not going to just disappear, regardless of who rises to power. And as terrifying as that is, maybe it needs to be that way in order to crumble the broken systems that are currently in place. 

​I know that personally, it's better for me to withdraw my energy by withdrawing my attention from it as much as possible. I have zero control over the situation and focusing on it only causes fear-based thinking and unsettled emotions.
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So, for those reasons, I am committing to practicing Radical Acceptance - an approach that has gotten me through other very trying times in my life when I had limited control over a situation. It's important to point out that acceptance is not approval – it doesn't mean that:
- I will ultimately like or agree with what's happening
- I would, deep down, chose for it to be as it is
- I don't have hope that things can be different
​Instead, it means that I am choosing to make space for the thoughts and emotions that are coming up around it, acknowledging that living in such an uncertain time in the world is challenging and potentially  upsetting, and then shifting my attention to things over which I actually have some degree of control.  I am acknowledging that what I, on a personal level, hope will happen may not be what the world, in a global sense, ultimately needs to happen.  And while that is a tough pill to swallow, it’s an important realization to have.
 
It's interesting that it is our natural human tendency to focus on what is wrong, bad, unfair, shocking, etc. That's helpful when it's acting as an actual protective mechanism, but not so helpful in day to day life.  It’s important to choose wisely what and to whom you give your attention because we strengthen and energize what we focus on.

So what does it come down to?  Be the change you want to see in the world.  It is as simple as that. Make a conscious choice to stop focusing so much on that which is beyond your control and instead, put the focus on you - on becoming what you ultimately want the world to be.  Focus on becoming loving, kind, and joyful - on becoming awake, aware, and connected. Embrace and champion what you want instead of fighting against what you don't want.

Acceptance does not mean being weak or "giving in".  It is actually powerful in that in allows you to harness your energy to make a difference in the world, instead of using it to complain or argue against what is. People often say, “I can’t stand this,” “This isn’t fair,” “This can’t be true,” and “It shouldn’t be this way.” It’s almost as if we think refusing to accept the truth will keep it from being true, or that accepting means agreeing.

Acceptance does not mean agreeing or not moving forward with change if that is possible or preferable. It is acknowledging the reality of what is happening, accepting that it is not within your control, and refocusing on what matters to you.  In that way, you can take action in ways that nourish and enrich your life and the lives of the people around you. Again, we need to stop focusing on what we don't want, which is only adding fuel to the fire.
 
On a personal level, I would rather save my energy and invest it in creating within myself what I hope to see more of in the world around me.  I choose to invest my energy in the people I love, in being a good facilitator to help my clients make positive change, in practicing gratitude for this life, and in continuing to learn, grow, and evolve. 

We really do have a choice, even if it doesn’t always feel like it.  It may initially feel counterproductive to practice acceptance, but the peace of mind that ultimately results is worth navigating through those initial uncomfortable thoughts and emotions that may come up.  And the energy that is freed up can help to create the life you want to be living.
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The world will do what the world will do.  The question is, what will you do?

​Are you feeling stressed about all the uncertainty that is happening in the world right now?  Coaching can help! 

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Habits + Self-sabotage: core-level change

9/25/2020

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​Self-sabotage is a term that gets thrown around a lot. When we procrastinate or fall into other habits that we know, deep down, are not good for us, it tends to get labeled "self-sabotage".

​I've used the term myself many times. But a while back I reached a personal insight about it that feels very powerful – one that I would like to share with you.
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The term self-sabotage makes it seem as though we are making an intentional choice - that we are truly our own worst enemy and consciously limiting, harming, or holding ourselves back.  
But that's not the case at all. 

​The outward actions that tend to get labeled self-sabotage (i.e., emotionally pushing away a new partner, over-eating, or turning down an opportunity to challenge yourself) seem like "choices" we are making. ​
But what is driving those behaviors is coming from an automatic part of your subconscious mind. Your habits + patterns are not based on conscious choice if you are automatically playing them out in a programmed way.
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This subconscious part of your brain, often referred to as the reptile brain or lower brain, has as a prime objective ensuring your safety + survival.
 It is automatic, habitual, and "non-thinking". It is not rational or objective and is unable to consider your overall well-being. It simply recognizes patterns and sends impulses to act in predictable, habitual ways.​
And while the mind is well-intentioned in trying to keep you just as you are, it is often misguided and holds you back from doing things like making positive change, venturing outside your comfort zone, or taking action on something that may seem intimidating.
Your mind needs to make sense of everything in order to help you navigate through this world.  So, it looks for patterns, that, when established, allow for "autopilot" reactions.  Because the brain uses so much energy, it relies on having programs stored as pathways, so that it can react automatically.  
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This is why it can be so challenging to change a habit.  Repetition, like a well-travelled path through the woods, has etched an automatic pathway into the brain. 
It’s important to keep in mind that the first however many times you did the action that eventually turned into a habit – whether it was shopping, drinking alcohol, feeling the need to seek assurance from a partner, biting your nails, worrying, etc. – on some level it was helpful to you. 

It may or may not have helped you to feel "good", but it likely helped you to avoid strong emotions that may have felt threatening in the moment. 
The lower brain grasped onto the action as being protective, as providing safety.  So the next time you felt uncomfortable feelings rising up, the mind sent an urge to do the action - that thing that distracted you and helped you to feel more comfortable.

​When you acted on the urge, it reinforced for the brain that it was a “good thing”, that it was helpful. And so, it becomes a cycle - a habit that slides from our conscious awareness.  
It's so important to note that any habits you have, even those that have turned destructive, even those that you are ashamed or embarrassed of, are not who YOU are.

Your habits are not character flaws or personality traits. You're not "weak" or "broken" or any other label you or others may have put on you because of your habit. It’s simply the mind doing exactly what it is designed to do.  And will continue to do until we gain a deeper level of insight into what’s truly going on.
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A key strategy in changing habits is to learn how to gently and compassionately put some distance between "who you are at your core" and "the thoughts that you have".  Especially when your thinking is pushing and encouraging you to continue doing your habit, regardless of the cost to your health and well-being.  
Have you felt pumped for positive change one minute and then find yourself mindlessly doing your habit...scrolling through your phone, binge eating, or criticizing others the next?
​What have you tried when it comes to gaining control over or changing a habit in your life? Have you used will-power or self-criticism? Maybe you've tried to figure out on an intellectual level why you do what you do and plan how you can stop or change?
By developing a deeper level of mindfulness, we can watch the interplay of thoughts, emotions, urges, sensations, etc. without getting swept up and carried away by them.

We can grow to understand that there is a "choice point" between feeling the urge to act in a habitual way and actually acting on it.

​When you see this, it loosens the grip of your thinking, lessening its believability and minimizing its power over you.
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For real change to happen, we need a deeper level of self-awareness around why we have the habits we do.  When we actively try to control our habits, suppress them, distract from them, or beat up on ourselves because of them, it has the opposite result from what we intended.  We actually strengthen and reinforce them just by placing our attention on them. ​
It’s important to keep in mind that whatever we focus on grows in importance in our minds.  So, when you are intently focused on your habit, even when you’re trying not to do it, it is still holding your attention.  “Will I really be able to stop this time?  “I really shouldn’t do it – I know better!”  “Why do I keep doing this?!”  ​
We feed and fuel our habits in this way – with the energy of our attention - and they continue to grow more powerful.  ​
​What if instead, when you hear a thought in your mind that encourages you to act on a habit that you have rationally and objectively identified as being harmful or demoralizing to your well-being, you could recognize that it is not coming from “you”? 

What if you practice recognizing that the thought is coming from a part of your brain that is attempting to keep status quo by maintaining a pattern, that was at one time, helpful? 

​Our true nature, beneath the conditioning and programming, is whole, joyful, open, loving, and free from habit.  Anything that contradicts that is a part of your brain that has limited information and lacks awareness, mistakenly thinking it’s keeping you “safe”.
That’s a natural and normal part of the process.  But, with a deeper level of awareness, instead of criticizing or shaming yourself, you can celebrate the fact that you noticed what was happening and commit to continuing to notice. ​
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When you free up energy by withdrawing your attention from your habit, and from the self-criticism that often goes hand-in-hand with it, you can create what you do want, instead of fighting against what you don’t. ​
You heal parts of yourself and eventually become someone who no longer feels the need to do that particular habit.  You transcend it.  That’s not to say you won’t backslide at times.​
​​Habits don’t develop overnight and they usually don’t change overnight.  But, by building your awareness around how and why your habits developed, and learning concrete ways to move past them, you can be free from the habits that have held you back!
I’d love to help you gain clarity around what is driving your habits and guide you in developing a new perspective and forming new habits that are energizing and empowering!

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Roots to blooms and everything in between...

8/3/2020

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​I love sharing my space with plants and have them in every room in my house. 

I learn so many lessons from them that help me to gain a deeper perspective on life and my personal experience within it.
I’ve had the African violet in the photo above for a couple years and it’s the first time I’ve seen its little purple and yellow flowers. It lived in a few other places in my home before moving it to its current spot a couple months ago.

​Almost right away, I noticed that the leaves became a deeper green. I watched as, over time, four little buds sprouted and bloomed. 
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​​As I was looking at the blooms this morning, it got me thinking about how we as humans, just like plants and any other living things, need just the right conditions in which to really come alive.
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​We have it within us – this ability to bloom into our full potential.  This ability does not come from something external to or beyond us.  It is not something that we have to create; it is something that we have to uncover. 
​It is intrinsic to us but often covered over by layers of conditioning and programming that buries our core selves deep down and out of sight. 
​Watching this little plant bloom has been a reminder that we have so much potential, lying dormant within us, just waiting to rise to the surface and spring to life!
​There have been times when I've been distracted and forgot to water my plants at just the right time.  I felt a sense of guilt when it happened – when their soil was dry and their leaves started to droop a bit.  ​
But then I would remind myself that a little adversity goes a long way in building character and resilience, and that very few living things in this world have the exact perfect conditions at all times.  ​
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When I've neglected to water them, they would have to dig deep, hold on, and have faith that what was needed would be provided. 

​The challenge helped to make  them strong and adaptable.  ​Just as it does for us as individuals.
​While very little in nature can bloom year-round, you CAN create the ideal conditions, both internally and externally, to still thrive at your core, even in the midst of challenging situations.
Seeing my plants every day is a constant reminder of the necessity for my own personal self-care.  They are a visual reminder that living beings need to be nourished and nurtured - each in their own unique way. ​
Just like with people, there is no exact formula that will make each plant thrive.  Some need more or less water; some want direct sunlight while others prefer to have a little distance from it.  
For me, it has become a practice of being mindfully attuned to what  they need  and providing it as consistently as possible. It’s also a practice in self-compassion at times when I fall short.   
While this relates to caring for plants, it also directly relates to caring for ourselves as well.
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​Explore your own Roots: what aspects of your life (habits, beliefs, perspectives, etc.) are helping to create a strong and stable foundation?  What are you doing to understand your roots?  Do you feel grounded and secure?
​​And on the other hand, what aspects of your life are currently depleting your inner resources and causing you to lose your vibrancy – to “dry up” or “droop”?
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​Lastly, what aspects of your life make you bloom?  What are you doing when you feel like the absolute best version of yourself?  What are you passionate about, committed to, and enriched by?  What makes you come alive?
​While we can't control many aspects of our lives, each of us has the ability to work within our own unique situations to create a strong foundation of self-love and self-care, while nurturing the parts of us that make us feel awake, aware, and alive!
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Wake Up To Who You Really Are

5/19/2020

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The marketing and propaganda that we're exposed to every day, in countless ways in our society, would have us believe that we are powerless, and in many ways, defective.  Who is the true you, underneath all the programming? 

​We are taught from a very young age to fall in line, not to question, to just get by.  We receive this message so often and in so many ways that it becomes part of our subconscious blueprint.

​The media keeps us transfixed on a version of reality that is, well, unrealistic. The perfect images we are bombarded with make us feel that we are sorely lacking. It keeps us small and afraid and busy. 

​We are so physically and emotionally drained by all that we are “consuming”, by the messages we are taking in and believing to be true, that we’re too exhausted to invest in real life.  Or to question if the current state of our inner and outer worlds is truly how we want to go through this life. 
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​On some level, we've collectively convinced ourselves that we don't deserve more. We are, in many ways, broken individually, so on a collective level, that broken quality is amplified.  We have grown to accept that we have to rush through our lives, numb to what's actually happening around us, zoned out on our devices or in our heads – often wishing time away.  We’ve convinced ourselves on a grand scale that this is “life”.
 
Our minds have been programmed to believe that the future is somehow preferable to the present moment - that we need to wait to be happy, content, or fulfilled in our lives. Wait until our mortgages are paid off or we have “more time”.  Wait for the next vacation or for the right person to come into our lives - which will definitely be better than any we've experienced in the past, right?  As a society, we’re zoned out, tuned out, and living vicariously way too often.
 

The only real control we have in this life is who and how we are within any situation or moment.  You can only give to and connect with others at the level at which you’re currently at personally.  If you don’t work on building self-awareness and self-acceptance, you have very little to authentically give to friends, family, and your community.  It is my belief that it is only by focusing in on personal growth that society can truly change and evolve as a whole.

We all know that change is scary.  When we start questioning the very foundations that our realities are built on, it can feel overwhelming.  Even if we weren’t particularly fulfilled before, at least we were stable.  We didn’t have to think about who we were and what we wanted because all the messages had been so deeply ingrained that we stopped feeling like we had options. 

It has often been easier to stay “asleep”. But, it’s time to wake up!  Being awake and aware may initially feel uncomfortable.  But with any situation, no matter how big or small, it is completely up to you how you choose to think about and respond to it.  Because it is your mindset that determines your emotions, which then inform your actions, and ultimately your reality.
 
Where will you choose to place your attention? Will you continue to accept as fact the constant messages you are being pummeled with?  Will you continue to mindlessly accept as truth what your mind and the media tell you? 

Or will you maybe step back, pause, and dig a little deeper?  Will you make a choice to take control of the information that is swirling around you, dictating your reality?  Will you make the choice to develop a conscious, empowered, and awake mindset? 

​There is an aspect of you, deep at your core, that is waiting for you to wake up – to see what’s really important, to create a life that is nurturing and deeply fulfilling, to grow in self-awareness and understanding, to be awake to your unlimited potential.  Can you feel that you’re being called to evolve into the best version of yourself?  Is it time?

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Emotions, mortality, and Connecting more deeply

2/13/2020

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I just had a very deep personal experience that I am going to practice vulnerability to share with you.
In designing an upcoming group session, I was reading the book Emotional Alchemy by Tara Bennett-Goleman. 

During a break, I watered my plants and stood to watch the snow falling outside the window.

I was feeling connected and content – as though all was perfectly right in the world. 
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Just then, the KD Lang version of the song, Hallelujah, came on. I love the song too, but it was the images of my sister and brother, who also love it, that flooded into my mind and my heart.  I closed my eyes, wrapped myself in a hug, and swayed as the music and lyrics washed over me. ​
​The first emotions to flood through were happiness and peacefulness. Following that, tears appeared. And then, sobs came forward as my emotions changed to sadness and then, actual pain and grief.
​It washed over me in that instant, as I thought of my brother and sister, the truth of it – that we wouldn’t all have each other forever.  Everything will change.  Even if it all feels so stable right now.  The story of your life, that you have created, will wash away – bit by bit or all at once. ​
With my body filled with emotion, that awareness extended outward to include all my family, friends, acquaintances, and beyond.  I realized that I will never see some of these people again before one of us passes away.
I know that may come across as being a somewhat morbid thought.  But that realization actually had profoundly poignant emotions attached to it.  Yes, I cried in those short moments; I felt actual pain; I grieved. 

​And then I let it pass.  I resisted the urge to cling to what is, to fight against the unfairness, to resist this indisputable knowledge that all that we know, all that we are, will come to pass.
In the face of “upsetting” thoughts and strong emotions, it is our natural human tendency to want to avoid the pain, at all costs. 

We tend to clench tight, close up, and find a way to suppress it or distract ourselves from what we’re experiencing. 

​But instead, in those few brief moments, I let myself feel it: the fear, the sadness, the deep sorrow.  I allowed myself to take in the glimpses of regret. And after those passed, what remained was a deep feeling of peace – because there’s still time! 
And the time is now! Why are we living as though we’re just passing through? Or that it’s not a guaranteed reality that we will all die.  We’re collecting experiences and memories and things, but are we truly living?  From our most connected and emotionally healed part of us? ​
​We work so hard on maintaining our core beliefs and counterproductive habits and ways of thinking.  Imagine if we took all that energy and invested it instead into learning how to:
  • Adopt a fresh mindset based on the here-and-now
  • Uncover subconscious patterns that are outdated and holding us back
  • Rewire our thinking so that it’s working for us instead of against us
  • Live mindfully, embracing our full range of emotions
  • Connect fully and deeply with others
  • Take control of our lives!
So, learn from death - let it become a central part of your living.  Don’t leave behind regrets.  Live this one life that you have to its fullest potential!

After having this beautiful, heart-opening experience, I made myself a promise.  Each time I share a hug with someone from this point forward it is going to reflect the deep and humbling knowledge that it may be the last time that I get to hug this particular soul. 
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What  would you do if you knew this was your last week on earth?  What would you want to say or do to let the people in your life know how deeply you care?  Don’t wait – find a way to develop those deeper connections now.  You’ll never regret it.
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