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Have You Been Wired to Keep Quiet?

5/25/2023

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​A couple summers back, I hired an older man to repair the fence in my backyard.

​While he was there, I asked him to take a look at a small crack in the vinyl siding on my shed to see what he would recommend I use to fix it.
​As I was standing with him, talking, he started poking at the crack, making it bigger. I guess in his mind, he assumed I was going to fix it, so it didn’t matter.

​But it mattered in a deeper way than he could have imagined.
​As I was watching him repeatedly push on the crack, I noticed that my heart had started racing and my face had gone hot. I actually felt like I wanted to cry.

​I was saying in my head, “Please stop that!”

​But I felt frozen, unable to say a word.
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​Afterwards, as I considered what had happened, I saw how deeply my wiring went when it came to not speaking up when something was happening that I felt wasn’t okay.
I heard that wiring in my head as, “Don’t question; don’t say anything; keep quiet; don’t cause trouble.”

​It was old wiring from childhood that had taken over.
I was a grown woman, a homeowner who had hired this man to do work for me. And yet, in that moment when I couldn’t speak up, I was a child, feeling small and powerless.

​I was a little girl who didn’t feel allowed to speak up, even when what was happening around her didn’t feel right or was upsetting or confusing.
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​Is this something you can relate to? Do you notice that you have difficulty being assertive or speaking up for yourself? 
​If you didn’t feel able to speak up as a child, how does that translate now, in your adult life?

When are you too afraid (or too caught up in your conditioned wiring) to speak up? 
If a new friend tramples one of your boundaries, do you feel comfortable speaking up then? How about when a family member continually says things that you find hurtful – are you willing to address it?
​Or, does the concept of speaking up, using your voice in an assertive way, feel like “conflict” to you?

Does it make you want to dive into a deep hole to protect yourself?
Maybe it’s also that you keep quiet when it comes to voicing your needs?
​Whatever wiring it is that urges you to keep quiet when you want to speak up, it’s unhealthy.
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​ Those of us who recognize that wiring of “keep quiet” have gotten really good at suppressing what we feel. It causes us to lose our authenticity and damages our relationship with ourselves and others.

​When we continually stuff things down that we want to address, it turns into anger and resentment.
Ironically, we mistakenly believe that we’re protecting our connection to others by staying small and quiet. This is because initially, if you started doing this in your childhood, there was a good reason for it, and it did keep you safe.
​But now, it’s pretty likely that it is destructive on both a personal level and in your relationships with others. That unresolved, tense, negative, and conflicted energy doesn’t go away – it lingers beneath the surface until Life presents another opportunity to bring it up in an effort to heal it.
Perhaps, like me, these are some things that you need to hear:
- You deserve to be seen; you deserve to be heard; you deserve to speak up if something is happening that you're not okay with.
- Your needs matter just as much as everyone else’s.
​- You being assertive does not mean that you are being aggressive, rude, or disrespectful.
​Practice speaking up and using your voice in situations where it feels safe to do so. Each time I do now, I can feel that little person inside me who didn’t feel permitted to use her voice, cheering me on.

​Check in and see if you might have a similar experience.
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Building present-moment awareness - a deeper insight on mindfulness

5/15/2023

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​Mindfulness is a topic I have explored, practiced, facilitated in groups, and integrated into my coaching over the past 15 years.

Recently, I’ve had a deeper realization around mindfulness that I would like to share with you.
Many view mindfulness as being an intentional practice where you tune into your senses, connecting without judgment with what you’re experiencing in the moment.
That's definitely part of it.
Becoming present, and giving your full attention to what you're experiencing through your senses, is a form of mindfulness that can be integrated into everyday activities, like brushing your teeth, watering your plants, showering, walking, etc.

Being fully in the present moment, and tapped into what we're seeing, feeling, tasting, hearing, and smelling helps us to feel more connected to the world around and within us, helping to cultivate a sense of peace.
Mindfulness, to me, goes much deeper than connecting to your senses. Even more powerful is becoming aware of your inner experience - your thinking, emotions, core beliefs, etc. that are driving your behaviors and overall experience of life.
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I've often shared the quote above: "The path isn't a straight line; it's a spiral. You continually come back to things you thought you understood and see deeper truths."

I am grateful to have had an experience that took me deeper into the seeing the truth of just how foundational the practice of mindfulness really is.
I mentioned that I recently reached a powerful insight; here's what happened.
After an emotionally challenging experience of helping out my parents, who were both unwell at the time, I returned to my place alone.

I had been home for about an hour when I had an “experience”. I had been crying on and off and thinking about how challenging it must be for them to navigate everything that comes with the aging process.

​I had felt flooded with fear of the unknown.
​But in that moment, a “knowing” rushed through my body, with a message. And that message was, “It’s not happening right now!”

It literally felt like time stopped in that moment. I realized that I was still living in that moment with my parents, even though time had passed, and I was no longer in their presence.
I saw in that moment that I had been pulling forward the experience I was having hours earlier into my present moment, allowing it to take over my thinking, emotions, and behaviors.

​I had gotten lost in a STORY about what was happening.
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When I reflected back, ​I realized that my mind was making assumptions about how they “must” be feeling. There were lots of “what-ifs” as my mind started guessing at what may happen next.

Again, it was a story my mind was telling me and even though it felt real and convincing, it wasn't actually true.
​“It’s Not Happening Right Now!” Having that insight roar into my mind yanked me out of the story and allowed me to come out of autopilot and into present-moment awareness.
It was almost like a switch had been flipped and all the stories – my thinking – went quiet.
​I took a deep breath and found my body, here in my calm and safe home. There was music playing, which I had been unaware of moments before, when I was living in my head. I looked around me, taking in my surroundings and then looking out the window at the world outside.
Again, that insight, “It’s not happening right now”. I saw it as mindfulness on a much deeper level than I had previously been considering.

​I was mindful of what my MIND was doing as it created my present-moment experience of life.
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As I was having these realizations, I watched as my thinking tried to jump in, telling me it was selfish to "be okay" when my parents were struggling. But because awareness was also flooding in and I was AWAKE, I was able to see it for what it was - old, unhelpful programming.
​Present-moment Me was able to see that in no way is it helpful to anyone to maintain feelings of fear, grief, and sadness – to extend those emotions beyond what is natural and necessary.

​I asked myself, “Is it helpful to pity, to worry, to wish for different? No. It is a natural, normal part of life.
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​What is helpful is to feel your emotions as they surge through you, in whatever situation or environment you’re in. The key is to realize that you don’t have to maintain them with your thinking and can let them pass.

​It is healthy to fully feel difficult emotions – sadness absolutely and undeniably has it’s place. But to get taken over by, tunnel visioned, worried, and sad in moments when there is no reason to shifts it into being unhealthy.
The energy of emotion is meant to be experienced, fully + completely.

But then, it’s meant to pass, as we move into the next moment, the next experience, and the next emotion.

When we keep what we’re feeling alive with what we’re thinking, the emotion gets stored within, where the mind will pull it back up again + again when there’s no need or benefit to do so.
With an intention to be present in each moment, noticing when you've gotten hooked by the stories in your mind, you get to experience the peace that is here NOW, instead of getting lost in the pain that often comes from your thinking.
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A Moment of present-moment awareness

3/16/2023

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I originally wrote this blog post back in May 2020. Something went a little wonky on my blog page and I lost it, so I thought I would write it up again. It is such a wonderful memory for me, especially since the passing of my dog, Jaz, less than a year after we had this experience.
This is what I shared...
​Yesterday I took my dog, Jaz, for a walk and it was cold and windy. I was hunched forward, with my shoulders up and my head down. I caught the thought, "ugh, I can't believe it's May and it's so cold!". I recognized that I was rushing to get back to the comfort of home.
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​Then in my mind, I heard "STOP!" and felt a little jolt go through my body.

A deeper awareness flooded through me. 
I had the realization that yes, it was cold, but it was also exhilarating!

I lifted my head, stood up straighter, closed my eyes, and breathed in deeply.

​When I opened my eyes and looked around, I saw so much beauty around me.

​I looked down and noticed a blue rock nestled in this little running brook.
​Life was happening all around me and yet I had caught myself living completely in my head.

​The story my mind was telling me - that cold equals bad, that it was unfair because it was Spring, that if I just hurried up the future moment would somehow be better - was creating my experience in the moment and dictating how I felt. 
​After pausing to soak in my surrounding, I broke into a run; I felt like I was flying. And suddenly, the same wind that my mind had been cursing and wishing away just a few moments before, felt invigorating!
In that moment, I felt fully alive!
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​I looked down at Jaz, running beside me, and she looked up at me with the biggest, goofiest grin.

In that moment, we were both embracing our experience and loving life and our ability to take it all in.
​And yet nothing had changed in the outer world. What changed was what was going on in my mind.

​Have you had experiences like this? I’d love to hear them!
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Letting go and embracing the life philosophy of "amor fati"

11/10/2022

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​Have there been situations in your life that you once condemned or wished away, but now see as blessings in disguise?

Situations that, at the time they were happening, you judged as being 100% “bad”, whether that meant they felt wrong, unwanted, unfair, overwhelming, or some other painful interpretation?
What was your outlook like when you were in the midst of it?

Maybe you wished it away or cursed the fact that it was happening?

Maybe you complained about it to others or spent your time trying to figure out why it was happening?

​Maybe you invested all your energy in fighting against it?
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​Were you able to reflect back after a bit of time had passed and see a valuable lesson attached to it?

Were you able to see that it ultimately served you in ways that your mind, at the time, could never have understood or appreciated?
​It’s typically pretty easy to come up with a few scenarios. I know that I certainly can. That’s because it’s a normal, natural part of being human to reflect back on aspects of our past we once judged or condemned when we reach new insights or see things from a clearer vantage point.
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A while back I shared a short video about one of my guiding life philosophies, “Amor Fati”.

It’s a Latin phrase that translates to “Love of Fate” and it’s a concept that I’ve worked to embrace more and more wholeheartedly over the years. 
Deeply embracing this philosophy helped me to navigate through painful and scary experiences in a way that felt safe + connected.
​It has changed my outlook and perspective into one that allows for peace of mind, hope, optimism, and deep acceptance, even in the midst of challenging situations. 

It’s something I would like to share with you in the hope that you will find it as helpful as I do.
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Amor Fati means embracing the perspective that everything that comes into your life, regardless of how challenging it may appear on the surface, is either good for you, or is bringing up aspects that will ultimately be good for you.  
It has allowed me to develop a strong sense of trust that things are working out exactly as they are meant to, even in the midst of challenges.

​I remind myself that even if my conscious mind can’t grasp or comprehend it in the moment, in the grander scheme of things, everything is just fine, just as it’s meant to be.
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​By reminding myself with that phrase – “Amor Fati” – I remember that none of us can see “the big picture of Life”.

​So then, I remind myself that ultimately, in the long run, I really don’t know if something is “wrong” or “bad” or any other negative impression I have of it. 
​I’ve had enough challenging experiences in my life, as I'm sure you have, to know that nothing is “all bad” and nothing is “all good”.

By embracing that middle ground and searching for the positives in every situation your mind wants to label as bad or wish away, you can experience a sense of well-being - even in the midst of the situations that are challenging and feel painful.
​Back in the Spring, I had another opportunity to allow the life philosophy of Amor Fati to guide my perspective.

I pursued a live-in work opportunity that I had identified as being “perfect!”

​It would have meant selling my house, which would have provided financial security. It would have allowed me to do work that I love part-time, while still having the autonomy to maintain my coaching practice. 
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​I took action, doing everything within my power to have a successful application process.

​As excited as I felt about the opportunity, and as much effort as I put into the process, and as perfect as it all felt to me, I wasn’t chosen to interview.

And surprisingly, I was completely okay with it!
​I was quickly able to recognize that my mind had loved creating a story of how everything would unfold so perfectly once I got the job. But I had the renewed realization that there was actually no way to KNOW that. 
​I realized that if I could honestly say that I had invested 100% in exploring the opportunity and it didn’t work out the way my mind decided it “should”, then it was truly okay.

Even though the entire scenario seemed "perfect" to my rational, present-moment mind, when things didn’t unfold in the way I had been hoping or planning for, I had a choice.

I could fall into despair or resentment that things hadn’t turned out the way my mind had decided they should.

​Or, I could choose to believe that Life had my back, redirecting me away from something that was actually not mine to experience, or may have ultimately not been good for me.  
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​By adopting the philosophy of Amor Fati, deeply believing that it's all working out perfectly, I’m seeing that I don’t get disappointed in the same ways that I did in the past.

It doesn’t mean that I don’t care as much or that I sit back passively. Actually, I care more.

​Throughout the entire experience I just described, I cared deeply. I followed the urges, pulls, and inclinations that I felt.
​I invested myself, giving my attention and energy to what I was been being drawn to. I let myself get excited by the concept of things unfolding just as I had envisioned.
When things didn't go as planned, I realized that I had still gotten to experience positive emotions - excitement, hope, joy, enthusiasm - so how could it be a "bad thing".
So, instead of caring less, I have discovered that adopting this life philosophy brings with it the potential to become more passionately engaged with life. You follow the pulls and inclinations toward what interests you, what you enjoy, what you want to experience. It’s ACTIVE, giving your all to what feels right to you.

​The key is, if that doesn’t work out the way your mind has convinced you it has to for you to be happy or okay, you fully accept it. 
​Remember, just because your mind convinces you of how everything is going to, or should, unfold, there’s really no way to know what is ultimately in your best interests.

​Choose to believe that Life has your back. Even when what is showing up in your life is not want you would consciously, intentionally choose, practice trusting that it is all happening exactly as it is meant to.

​This is in no way denial or wishful thinking – it is acknowledging the fact that you, ultimately, don’t know if it is good or bad.
​As you settle more and more into this philosophy, you start to see circumstances and scenarios completely differently.

You experience a sense of flow and become more flexible in how you approach challenging situations.

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Intentionally choosing acceptance over resistance frees up your energy so that you can pursue what you want, instead of focusing on and energizing what you don't.
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Using "stop" to work with your emotional reactions

9/9/2022

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What happens when you realize you’ve completely overreacted to a situation?

​Maybe you've jumped to conclusions and reacted to something based on what your mind was saying and not what was actually going on?

Did you feel a warm flush of shame or experience self-critical thoughts? Like so many of us, maybe you've even wondered, “what is wrong with me?”

​What if you knew that your reaction was based on the wiring of your mind and not some kind of personal flaw or defect? Wiring that when you are unaware, or “asleep” to it, dictates your thoughts, emotions, and behaviors.
​Emotional intelligence is being able to recognize (as it’s happening) if what you’re feeling and how you’re reacting is based on the here-and-now, on what is objectively happening.

Or, if your mind has automatically interpreted what is going on in a certain way, based on past programming and old, emotional wounds.
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​When we’re able to witness the automatic reactions playing out, it opens up a moment of choice.

Typically, when we feel a strong surge of negative, painful emotion, we will do anything we can to make it go away.

Instead, what if you could shift to seeing it as an invitation to uncover important aspects of yourself?
​When, out of the blue, you feel taken over by strong emotions in a situation (that rationally you know isn't that big of a deal), it points to an old wound being triggered.
 Navigating the aspects of life that bring up strong (and sometimes scary-feeling) emotions can be difficult.

Our subconscious has lots of hidden little wounds that get "poked" by what's happening in the present moment.

​It's important to take it at your own pace when you're exploring your patterns.
Becoming mindful to your patterns and reactions helps you to feel more in control within challenging situations. It loosens the grip of old programming and beliefs.

When you first notice that you're reacting in a strong way, you can choose to become curious about what’s happening, instead of getting spun up in the emotions.

​You can practice allowing what is there to be there, instead of resisting and shutting down, or getting completely taken over by what you’re feeling.
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By doing the work to recognize our reactions, we start to notice more quickly when we are being flooded by survival-stress in a situation.

It's a clear indicator, based on the intensity of that rush of emotion and the automatic reaction, that an old wound has been triggered.
This happens when something that is happening in the present moment and in your current environment reminds your subconscious mind of a time in the past when you were hurt, scared, or experiencing some other strong, negative emotion.
​Because the subconscious is faster to pick up on and react to “threats” than the frontal cortex, which thinks and reasons things out, we get triggered into a reaction before we know what’s happened.
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​Witness it.

Are you able to see how we contribute to our own pain and struggles by buying into and believing every story our mind tells us.

Personally, I use the acronym S.T.O.P. during challenging situations when I can feel difficult emotions surging up and feel myself about to react in a habitual way.
​So, when I feel the sensations that I’ve grown to recognize as meaning I’m triggered (my heart starts pounding, my mouth goes dry, I feel a hot flush in my face, and I want to cry), I know I have to slow things down, using my breathing. That’s the “S” in STOP.

Next, for “T” I take notice of what’s happening in my body and mind. I get curious and practice allowing what is there to be there, naming the emotion, and allowing the sensations to pass through. I check in on the thoughts that are contributing to how I feel.

​I choose to Open Up (“O”), making space for the uncomfortable things I may be feeling. And then, I practice (“P”) self-compassion in acknowledging, with love, the wounded part of me that has surged up. 
​When you can practice catching and recognizing your automatic reactions in challenging situations, you empower yourself to respond from a calmer, more rational, present-moment perspective.
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cultivating self-trust by following through

7/12/2022

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Do you trust yourself? That may sound like a strange question to some. But think of all the times you've not followed through on something you promised yourself you would.
Some people call it procrastination, others may go deeper and call it self-sabotage.
I have had so many coaching clients ask, "if I know something is good or helpful for me, why do I continue to NOT do it?" It was a question I had also asked myself throughout my life when I avoided or neglected doing things I knew, deep down, were in my best interests to do.
Self-trust is something I have committed to building over time.

That is what the image above represents. I learned Chi-lel Qigong 18 years ago. I practiced it semi-regularly for a number of years and then stopped completely for about 8 years.
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I felt pulled back to the practice in April 2021 and committed to practicing daily. I was pretty consistent, but would tend to skip a few days at a time (usually on weekends). So, in April of this year I promised myself that I would complete a full 100-day cycle. I will be honest in saying that, deep down, I didn't believe I would follow through fully.
It has been amazing to watch those automatic tendencies stealthily come up. "I'm kind of sore today - maybe I'll just skip it this one time", or "who will know? You really don't have to do this", or "I deserve a break", and on and on.
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I've watched as those messages flowed through my mind. I watched, I listened, but I didn't obey.
Regardless if I was feeling tired, sore, unmotivated, upset, or anything else, I just did it. And I felt better each time. One, because the practice itself has a calming, yet invigorating, effect on me. And two, because I was proud of myself for not allowing what my mind was saying to sidetrack me. 
I was building my level of self-trust.
Your mind likes status quo and predictability. It's not trying to deliberately sabotage you. Ultimately, it's trying to keep you safe by keeping you the same. The part of your mind that's doing this can't see the potential positive benefits.
It's when your level of self-awareness grows and you can acknowledge what's going on beneath the surface, while still intentionally choosing to stretch your comfort zone, that real change and growth is possible.
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Recognizing past programming in your present-day emotional reactions

4/11/2022

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​It’s often not what other people do or say that hurts you; what hurts is the pain that is already inside you that has been "shaken awake".
​The foundation for developing emotional mastery is learning to recognize what you’re feeling, while also recognizing whether that feeling is tied to your past programming or to your present-moment experience. 
​When we have a strong emotional reaction to something, we tend to focus in on what has happened.  We think it's what is causing us to feel the way we do. 
​But what happens “out there” is often only a catalyst for what we're feeling "in here"; it’s not the real issue. ​
​External situations trigger the emotional pain that is already inside you - pain that has been pushed down each time you were unwilling or unable to feel it in the past.
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​Something in the present moment, maybe something someone has said or done, has touched on a painful program within you.

Some common core wounds from childhood include: "I'm not worthy, wanted, or loved", "I'm bad, wrong, defective", "I'm a burden, a problem", "I'm unimportant or not good enough", just to name a few.
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Our core beliefs (from the past) drive our emotional reactions (in the present) from deep within our subconscious mind. 

​We all have emotional wounds from the past that can get triggered in our everyday life.
What's behind your REACTION? What is in there – what old beliefs, what emotional wounds from the past, what faulty interpretations?
​​What’s the ammunition that’s inside you? Dr. Gabor Mate, in one of his videos, states that when we get upset or reactive, we tend to focus in on the “trigger” – on the situation that is happening, instead of investigating the emotional pain that we’ve stored inside of us that is coming to the surface.
​​Each time emotions attached to one of those core beliefs surges up, we have a tendency to push it back down.

​We reach for a habit to distract or numb ourselves from uncomfortable feelings.  But the pain doesn't go away when we do this; it stays inside, primed and ready to burst back to the surface the next time something happens to trigger it. 
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If you didn’t have old emotional wounds inside of you, nothing anyone said or did would impact you. 
It's a good indication that an old emotional wound has been reopened when your reaction to a situation is out of proportion to what's happened. Often, in retrospect, we'll be the first to say, "Wow, I don't why I got that upset over something so small!"
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Our reactions are triggered from past programming and experiences.

​ Whatever is happening has hit on our painful subconscious beliefs around being disrespected, made a fool of, feeling unworthy, etc. – all things that we've stored inside because they were too painful to feel.
​And here's the thing - life will continue to bring you opportunities, whether you like it or not, to bring up and release the pain that you’ve stored inside.
​In order to start healing your emotional wounds, you have to be willing to feel what is painful, instead of pushing it down, avoiding it, or distracting yourself from it.

Go into it – soften – allow it to be there. Let  yourself feel it. 
With practice, you can start to recognize when an old core belief from the past has been triggered and is driving your reactions.

​You can see the patterns that have developed throughout your life that are now limiting and destructive.
You can even start to name it when you see it rise up - "there is the "I'm not lovable" story", for example.
It can be difficult to release that old, painful energy that’s been stored and accumulated inside. But your happiness and well-being count on you being willing to recognize what is happening and committing to feeling your full range of emotions.
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changing your perspective on difficult emotions

3/25/2022

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​I love this image. The phrase, "what we resist, persists" jumps into my mind when I feel myself tightening up and resisting what I'm experiencing or feeling.
​For many people, when they're not comfortable with what they're feeling, there is a tendency to numb or distract in some way. 
It’s a protective defense mechanism and in the moment, it works - they don't have to feel any uncomfortable emotions.
​​But the problem is, the emotion doesn't just go away. It's still there, just beneath the surface, ready to spring into action the next time it gets triggered.
Imagine that you're holding a brightly colored beach ball. Now imagine that you're forcing it under water, until it's totally submerged.

​Can you feel the amount of energy it would take to hold it?

We expend just as much energy pushing down our uncomfortable emotions. 

​And just like the ball, when we least expect it, they can pop up and smack us in the face.
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Often, our emotions contain important messages – they tell us so much when we're willing to listen to them.  When we ignore them, we experience higher levels of stress, anxiety, and general discontent. 
A key characteristic of developing Emotional Mastery is being able to create a deliberate pause between impulse (what you feel) and response (ways you typically avoid the feeling).  
What if instead, you could simply sit with the emotion – allowing a space for it and just noticing it, while resisting the urge to act? 
When we can practice noticing and allowing our emotions, we experience a choice point. As much as it may not seem like it at times, we can choose in that moment to stay with what we're feeling and not run away from it.  ​
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Instead of numbing, distracting, or avoiding, we can take a deep breath and just notice what we're feeling, without getting pulled into what our mind is telling us about what is happening. ​
Get curious about it.
​It's even helpful to name it, "oh okay, there's anger or sadness or disgust". You can also take note of what you’re experiencing in your body, "I'm noticing that my face feels flushed and my heart is beating faster". 
We can practice having those sensations and not getting swept away by them. We can practice putting a bit of distance between our core self and the thoughts and emotions we are experiencing.
Practicing allowing your full range of emotions is not only brave, but so healthy.  And the ironic part is that when we accept what we feel and allow it be there, instead of running and hiding from it, the feeling passes all on its own. 
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​Once you begin practicing sitting with your emotions, you may find that even more emotions start coming up than you expected.  

​Keep in mind, navigating through our layers of emotions can be painful and confusing at times. 


​Please take your time - baby steps are good enough with this type of self-work. 
Go easy on yourself and be sure to ask for support from friends, family, or a professional if challenging emotions start to feel overwhelming.   Self-compassion and healthy self-care are key components in navigating challenging emotions.  Be good to you!
*Please note that one size does not fit all and those who have mental health diagnoses or challenges in which their emotions are significantly debilitating may struggle with doing this practice. 

Often, it is not because of lack of effort, but that sitting with discomfort is simply beyond the scope of what they are currently able to manage on their own. 

​In these cases, seeking help and support from a trained professional may be helpful.
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exploring childhood conditioning + Emotional Programming

2/24/2022

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In my Coaching Program, Getting Real: Discovering the True You, I guide people in exploring their experience of childhood conditioning and programming.
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As I’ve explored my own childhood experience over the years, I can relate to feeling guilty around making connections or starting to see things from a different perspective.

Like me, you may feel, or even be told by others, that you’re trying to blame other people (specifically your caregivers) for your "problems". 
Your adult, rational, present-moment mind will make all kinds of logical statements:
  • “I had everything I needed – it’s not like I was mistreated!”
  • “I had a happy childhood – there’s no connection to why I’m struggling now.”
  • “It was so long ago I barely even remember my childhood.”​
  • “Get over it – stop living in the past!”
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​Exploring your upbringing and earliest experience of life is not, in any way, meant to blame, shame, or point fingers at the people who raised you. Just as each of us is doing the best we can in this moment, with the level of self-awareness and emotional well-being we have, so were they. 
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​We can love, honor, and appreciate our caregivers, being respectful of their experiences.

And we also owe it to ourselves to honor our earliest experiences by uncovering beliefs and ways of being that no longer serve who we are today. 
We don’t have to blame the past in order to heal the old emotional wounds that occurred there. 
​By building our level of insight into the programming of our past, it opens up the opportunity for emotional healing in the present-moment.
We explore childhood conditioning to understand the wiring that took place back then that is dictating your current life experience.
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So, instead of causing resentment and judgment, it actually has the potential to raise our level of self-compassion and empathy for others.
​Our core beliefs formed in childhood. When we think of beliefs, it's often the conscious ones that come to mind, like, “I believe in God” or “I believe that people should be good to one another”.

They make up a tiny percentage of our overall beliefs. Much deeper are the subconscious beliefs that dictate how you see yourself, and interpret what happens around you – beliefs that are basically creating your reality. 
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​You don’t remember it now, but in your earliest years, based on what was happening around you, you decided who you were and what you were like, what you were capable and not capable of.

​You decided what parts of you were acceptable and which parts should be hidden away so that you would be loved + accepted by those around you. 
You decided what you could expect from other people and from life in general.
You internalized all the messaging (verbal, non-verbal, energetic) and turned it all into a story, a type of "Life Script", that helped you make sense of the world and stay safe within it.
​The problem with the story we wrote is that it was based on faulty information. We were trying to learn to navigate the world; we needed to figure out where we fit. Along with what was said to us directly, through verbal messaging, we also interpreted everything we saw and heard. 

Our mind told stories and connected dots that were often just not true.
​Your child-mind was in programming mode, with a brainwave pattern that allowed information to be "downloaded". As children, we are sponges. We are self-involved. We have to be.

​We relate everything back to ourselves – "what does this mean for and about ME?” Every experience was filtered through that lens and conclusions were reached that were often inaccurate and painful.
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​For most people, that programming from childhood is still running the show today. From a deeply unconscious place.
​Our emotional programming was in place by the age of seven.

Is it any wonder that adults still have temper tantrums?
​When that happens, we’re truly operating from the perspective of a young child. Our subconscious wiring has caused us to become emotionally dysregulated.
​Your emotional programming determines how you feel about, express, process, and experience emotions.

​In childhood, you watched how important adults to you handled their emotions. You grew to understand which emotions were okay to have and express, and which ones weren’t okay.
​You also decided how you FELT about emotions in general. Were they something to avoid, did they mean you were weak or needy? Did you believe you were you responsible for how others felt? Were emotions embraced, accepted, and openly discussed?

​It’s the blueprint you would have taken on as a “how-to” when it comes to emotions.
​If I had to guess, I would say that, like me, your “how-to” blueprint stopped working for you a long time ago.

By doing self-work, you can uncover the subconscious wiring + programming you have around emotions.

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And by working with your emotional triggers (we all have them – big + small!) you can make the switch from habitually reacting to your emotions to intentionally responding to what is happening in the present-moment.
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the suffering of worry

2/9/2022

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How often do you feel like life is happening to you and you're just along for the ride? For many people, it's all the time.

But even though it feels that way, the truth is that we are creating our life, moment by moment, as we interpret what's happening around and to us.
​We're often not aware of the things we're doing that increase worry and anxiety. Habitually and consistently watching the news or mindlessly scrolling social media, for example, takes a toll on us, whether we realize it or not. ​
​​The more we focus on scary or upsetting things that are beyond our control, it just makes sense that we will feel more anxious. It can make us feel powerless and it puts our nervous system on high alert. It then gets stuck there as worried thinking takes over.
If you have a tendency to worry, have you questioned why you do it, even though you know, deep down, it's not helpful?

​Simply speaking, it is a habit you have fallen into.
And one that your mind fights to maintain.
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​Initially, worry was something your mind started doing to try to help you feel more in control and to ease your emotional discomfort. 

​Even if, over time, worry has caused suffering for you, the mind's initial intention was to be helpful and protective.
It took on the job of planning, plotting things out, imagining worst-case scenarios – always wanting to feel prepared for what may come. It is constantly looking for a sense of safety, and sometimes worrying meets that need. 
​You’ve given your mind something to do – to dwell and guess what comes next. But your mind can’t figure things out – that’s not possible. The mind is simply pulling from what it knows, what it has conditioned and programmed into it, and adding on some of what is actually going on. It will then start making up stories about what the future holds.
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​When we believe the stories of our mind when it’s in worry-mode, it can be exhausting. At these times, it’s important to know that thinking is happening TO  you.

​Your conscious, rational mind is off-line and old, repetitive messages are coming up through your subconscious mind. It sounds like your voice, and you likely believe it is “you”. 
But that would be like saying you are intentionally beating your heart, digesting your food, or healing the cut on your hand. All these things are happening to you, but it’s not because you’re intentionally directing them.
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​It is the exact same thing with worried thinking. It is happening TO you in that it is not a conscious choice.
​We cause suffering for ourselves when we allow our habit of worry to go unchecked.

We rob ourselves of the peace that actually exists in the present moment.

​And we live out our worst fears in our minds, causing us to experience the very thing we’re worried about, or even terrified of, experiencing. 
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​When we are running a “worry-program”, it might sound something like this: “what if gas prices keep going up and I can’t afford it? With my luck, my car will break down” or “if this happens, then I’ll do this, which means this will happen….” And on and on.

​The mind is trying to be helpful, but we are allowing ourselves to remain on high alert when we do not learn to take control of what happening inside of us.
​Worry can range from feeling uncomfortable to being debilitating. If you allow yourself to stay in a state of stress, with stress hormones pumping through your body, it negatively impacts every system that is vital to your health and well-being.
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​And beyond that, you can’t feel love, joy, or a healthy connection with others when your mind is in survival mode. It’s just not possible.
​People often say that they know it’s not helpful to worry but that they can’t stop. You can! It’s a choice. But that’s not to say it’s not a difficult habit to break. You are pulling away a barrier, a defense mechanism you have likely used for a long time to cope with uncomfortable feelings. 
Ask yourself, “do I want to continue to let my nervous system be negatively impacted in this way?” When your body is in stress-mode (which is what is happening when you worry), you remain in survival mode. Your body is on high alert, meaning it is unable to move to “Rest + Digest” mode or do all the things that keep us healthy.
​What can you do when you notice yourself falling into worry? First, try to acknowledge that it is your mind doing what a mind does. Remind yourself that it can't figure out the future. It will just tell scary stories in an effort to prepare you for the worst. ​
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Along with seeing it on a conscious level, work with what you're feeling in your body. That is where your real power is.

Breathe. Practice grounding yourself by planting your feet on the floor (or adapting to what's possible for you, which could be feeling your back against the chair or even visualizing tree roots extending from the bottoms of your feet).
Getting caught up in a cycle of worry keeps us trapped in survival mode and limits our ability to experience positive emotions, like joy, hopefulness, confidence, enthusiasm, and more.
Worry is not who you are - it is just a habit that keeps you stuck. You CAN make changes that will allow you to feel more peace of mind and a heightened sense of wellbeing!
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